Grr Dammit

So I get home a li after 6am this morning and pass out just after 7 *yay*. I wake up around 8 to noise in the kitchen/dining/living room. SO I push back the sleep mask & dig out the ear plugs. Can't put em as deep as I like b/c then I wont hear the three alarms I have set to try to get my wore-out ass up for work.
About 10am, awake again...more noise -laughter, jokes bumps & thumps..grr, screw it. Lost the mask but earplugs intact. Shoved em a lil deeper and tried to doze back off...didn't work out as well as I would have liked. I never got back to real sleep after that.
I gave up when the loud LOUD alarm goes off.
The odd thing is I try to sleep I really do, and it seems when I'm really trying to sleep, the rest of my family is up and about. I know I'm a night person & its not their fault I sleep during the day. There's no reason to ask them to walk on eggshells but OMG I'm so tired and I'm so bitchy when I'm this tired.
Its no one's fault, I'm not blaming I'm just venting. I keep forgetting to go get my blood checked.
I'm worried about my iron, worried b/c I'm so tired all the time. Worried about crashing the truck, about keeping our family outa hock, about keeping our cars running, our rent paid, our kids feds & warm, our animals healthy and worried about taking care of EACH OTHER...which we haven't time/energy/chance to do properly in FAR TOO LONG....

Yeah, that Xanax cocktail is looking better & better..